What's life? No, really, ask yourself the question and TRULY try to answer it before you continue reading.
However you explain life, you're probably right.
Wherever you live, whatever you do, I can guarantee you that there's thousands if not millions of other people on this world doing the same exact thing; you believe the world is revolving around you because we're chemically engineered to have that feeling, to have the feeling of free will, to believe that you and I can make a difference in this world.
Forget that feeling, what difference can you make in this world? Save or take a few lives? It really won't matter, because they are gonna die in fifty years anyways, two or three less fags you see taking out trash each day, who cares. Let me guess, you live in a sturdy house, have a job which you might hate or enjoy, probably have a girlfriend and if not you're "falling in love" with x or y girl. You must be thinking I'm some genius... no douche look around, theres billions of fags around the world just like you and me.
Now, I really didn't mean this post to be so damn condescending, but I got a little a little carried away... Like I said, whatever you explained life being, you're probably right, and if you didn't think about it than it sucks for you, shoulda done what I fucking told you. The reason for it being whatever you explained it being is because you're probably at an age where you have set beliefs and goals in your life, you have structured thinking which is bound by problems which may be imaginary, but because you have already set those boundaries by yourself you won't attempt to accomplish whatever you were gonna do previously, you forgot what you were gonna do because you remembered those boundaries.
Basically what I'm saying is, you're pretty much fucked until you snap out of your parallel thinking with set beliefs and boundaries, and try to break those beliefs and boundaries.
Take a fucking gun and be somebody.